ok so it`s been a while since i last updated...
there`s alot of drama right now..im trying to stay out of it but its like sucking me back in!! its so gayy!! but oh well...
my life right now is pretty darn amazing! i never thought that i would say that..its kinda nice
school is pretty gay...my classes suck! i dont have any classes with shani OR brittney!! its so retarted...but i have two classes with jessica so thats pretty tiight and i have lunch with shani and amanda and casandra and thats like AMAZING because i love them so much!
i miss janie though...i dont see her like at all!! its so stupid it makes me sad...i love her! shes my muffin face and she means the world to me!
oh and i hung out with Erin last weekend and that was just simply amazing! shes like the tightest 8 grader everr!! lol we went out to her grandpas farm and we were just being RETARTED it was soooo much fun!! we like stayed up until like 3 o`clock in the morning just talking about everything! i think she knows more about me now than i know about myself..we talked about james for about an hour! that was just like crazii i was really surprised that i like didnt start crying or something lol but thats good that i didnt...
and then i came home and i burned like all of my pictures of me and him because i dont want anything to do with him because all he did was hurt me...im done with all of his games and shit like that so yea! i have had an amazing time lately!!!
* I LOVE SHANI ~girl you dont need to be going through all of this shit right now..i know how you feel! && just know that im ALWAYS here for you no matter what! *
and as we sat there at school laughing and joking--it was that moment when i realized this was it. the last time we'll ever be together sitting here like this..but even though we cant be together in person we'd still be best friends and thats what real friendship is.
BaBy;; »» I nEeD yOu «« *::LiKe A bAd::* <---H a B i T --->

You always disappoint me. It's kinda like our inside joke;; except it's not funny
omg its my dinosaur!!! yessss!
when a guy sweeps you off of your feet, he's in the perfect position to drop you on your ass.

her: don't you wish we were older? him: sometimes, why? her: i dont know. i just wanna get outta here and start my own life, you know? him: you mean our own life? her: what do you mean? him: i mean that if we were older, i'd ask you to marry me. her: ...and i would say yes.

just incase you ever begin to miss me, just remember you let me go. edit// umm yea i love blake! nothing has really happened lately except for the fact thatt im goin out with blake kirby!!! so that makes me happy...everyone thinks im a whore but they can all just kiss my fuckin ass because im sick of it!
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